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Title: Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting!
Author: Robert Boich
Paperback: 152 pages
Publisher: iUniverse
Language: English
ISBN-1440121079
ISBN-13: 978-1440121074

Making a resolution to address an alcohol or substance abuse issue is only the beginning. The real work begins when the alcoholic or addict acknowledges that something has to be done. As one counselor put it, “An addict only has to change one thing: everything.” More than mere abstinence or simply eliminating certain people and places from one’s daily routine, a successful recovery requires a brand-new approach in dealing with life. In this compelling, intimate narrative, Boich shares his struggles, and insights encountered during his first six months in recovery.

Excerpt

One of the first things I learned was that I was looking at things backwards; fix my substance abuse problems, and my life would fix itself. It seemed to make sense at the time. It goes back to the abstinence versus sobriety issue I mentioned earlier. It’s true, abstinence, definitely improved my life. I could see a difference in myself after a couple of weeks. The problem with this approach is that I was still the same person. I had to look at the bigger picture. One of my new friends explained it to me like this. “The man I was drank. The man I was will drink again. I have to change the man.” That statement echoed the sentiments of one of my counselors, the same one who encouraged me to write this book. He told me that in order to stay sober, I only had to change one thing. Everything!

Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting! is available to order at Amazon. To find out more about Robert, visit his website at www.rwboich.com. Robert is available for interviews. Email Dorothy Thompson at thewriterslife(at)yahoo.com to inquire.

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Every month, we pick wonderful books we’ve read to spotlight at Literarily Speaking. Today we’re happy to be reading Paul V. Stutzman’s new travel memoir, Hiking Through: Finding Peace and Freedom on the Appalachian Trail. This is his last day here with us and we will be announcing the winner of his book on Monday so make sure you read all the rules in order to become eligible.  To recap:

Read Day One’s excerpt here.

Read Day Two’s excerpt here.

To become eligible to win, all you have to do is ask a question or leave a comment on all three days. One lucky reader who comments with their email address is put in a pot to win the book. However, they must sign up for our email updates prior to the author’s appearance.

To recap:

  • ask a question or leave a comment on all three days
  • leave your email address
  • sign up for our email updates to the right ——->

That’s all there is to it!

Day Three: Literarily Speaking Book Club Selection: Hiking Through by Paul V. Stutzman

As I left the shelter in the morning, a voice behind me on the trail shouted my name. I turned and my first glance fell on a white flute protruding from a backpack.
“Good morning, Padre. How’s the toe?”
“The toe’s fine, but I need to get into a shelter and dry out. I was trying to catch up with you, but got caught in the storm up on Lone Mountain last night.” Padre had tied his hammock to two trees and spent a cold and miserable night in the rain on Lone Mountain. “Let me warm up and get something to eat, and I’ll catch up with you.”
“Nice sticks you have there, Padre.” He explained that he had, indeed, lost his girl’s ski poles; now he had somehow acquired an unmatched pair of Leki poles.
I hiked ahead, while Padre stopped at the shelter. I was struggling up Spaulding Mountain, over slippery rocks, when a sound stopped me in my tracks and brought tears to my eyes. Haunting notes from a flute drifted through the mist on the mountainside. I’d often heard Padre play a melody on his homemade flute. That morning, however, as I stood alone in the Maine woods, the sound pierced my soul. Never in my life had I worked so hard toward a goal as I had struggling to finish this hike. I just wanted to reach that sign on Katahdin and go home. Now the floating melody stirred emotions I didn’t know existed. I’d been so engrossed in the physical difficulties of the hike that I hadn’t given much thought to what would happen after the hike. The notes from the flute, dropping through the mountain woods, sang the song of my life on the Trail. This trail had become my life. My fellow hikers were my family. I’d discovered peace and a sense of normalcy out here. My body had gone to previously unknown limits of exhaustion, but my mind was on a path of freedom. I wept as I realized how much this trail experience meant to me; I cried for what had been, what was, and what was about to end. Two hundred miles from where I stood, Mt. Katahdin waited, with that sign and the finish line. Then what?
The last notes of the flute drifted away. It was time to start walking again.

Now is your turn to ask a question to become eligible to win a free copy of Hiking Through!  The winner will be posted here on Monday.  Good luck to everyone!

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Every month, we pick wonderful books we’ve read to spotlight at Literarily Speaking. Today we’re happy to be reading Paul V. Stutzman’s new book, Hiking Through: Finding Peace and Freedom on the Appalachian Trail.  Paul will be with us until Wednesday and will be giving away a copy of his book at the end of his stay.  Check back to find out if you’re the winner on Friday.

To become eligible to win, all you have to do is ask a question or leave a comment on all three days. One lucky reader who comments with their email address is put in a pot to win the book. However, they must sign up for our email updates prior to the author’s appearance.

To recap:

  • ask a question or leave a comment on all three days
  • leave your email address
  • sign up for our email updates to the right ——->

That’s all there is to it!

Day Two: Literarily Speaking Book Club Selection: Hiking Through by Paul V. Stutzman

Hiking ThroughAfter losing his wife to breast cancer, Paul Stutzman decided to make some big changes. He quit his job of seventeen years and embarked upon a thru-hike of the Appalachian Trail, a 2,176-mile stretch of varying terrain spanning fourteen states. During his nearly five-month-long hike, he battled brutal trail conditions and overwhelming loneliness, but also enjoyed spectacular scenery and trail camaraderie. With breathtaking descriptions and humorous anecdotes from his travels, Stutzman reveals how immersing himself in nature and befriending fellow hikers helped him recover from a devastating loss. Somewhere between Georgia and Maine, he realized that God had been with him every step of the way, and on a famous path through the wilderness, he found his own path to peace and freedom.

Read the Excerpt:

Roaring Fork Shelter was one mile and one thousand feet lower, and we made that our destination for the day. Sailor, Marathon Man, and I reached the shelter at four and were the only hikers there. It seemed the perfect opportunity to try a plan we had been discussing. I wanted to do a night hike, traveling by the light of the moon. We were alone in the shelter, we could retire early, sleep until three in the morning, and then start out on our moonlight hike. An additional bonus to the plan was that we could knock off the last eighteen miles to Hot Springs and arrive in town even earlier than we had hoped.
But some plans just aren’t meant to be realized. This plan quickly hit a snag.
We unpacked and unrolled our sleeping bags. Water was boiling for my evening meal. Sailor was in a corner reading the shelter register, catching up on trail happenings.
“Hey, fellows. We’re in trouble. There’s a reason no one else is here.”
What? I’m all set to enjoy this little luxury of our own private shelter tonight and my moonlight hike, and you tell me this picture has some flaw?
“This shelter has bear problems!”
Entries in the register recounted the stories. A renegade bear had found his new food source in the packs hikers obligingly carried into the woods for him. The bear climbed the trees at night and knocked down food bags, eating everything, including toothpaste. One hiker noted the bear had even eaten his toothbrush; and if anyone should find a blue toothbrush in a pile of bear poop, yes, please return the toothbrush.
The bear had paid a visit just the night before. One hiker awakened in the night, feeling a tug on his sleeping bag, and was jerked to full alertness when he realized a bear had his front paws on the shelter floor and was tugging at his sleeping bag.

Book Club Questions:

Thank you being with us again today, Paul.  I guess my obvious question is did you see any bears?

Paul:  We hiked another three miles beyond that shelter and camped in the woods. We never did see that bear but we did find out the park service trapped it and released it at another location a distance away from the trail. My first bear encounter was in the Shenandoah National Park.

You mention throughout your book different characters you meet along the trail and they all go by certain names instead of their real names.  What was yours and why did you choose it?

Paul:  My trail name was Apostle. The word apostle means someone sent forth with a message and my message was for couples not to take each other for granted. To appreciate each other more. Four hundred miles up the trail was Damascus, Virginia so I was the Apostle Paul headed for Damascus.

In this excerpt, how far along are you on the trail and how much more do you have to go?  Are you exhausted?

Paul:  I was only getting started. I had hiked about 250 miles. Although I was getting whipped into shape rather quickly, I would be exhausted by the time I climbed into my tent at night.

Now it’s your turn to leave Paul a question.  Do be sure to come back tomorrow for Day 3 of Literarily Speaking’s special 3 day book club marathon with Paul V. Stutzman, author of Hiking Through: Finding Peace and Freedom on the Appalachian Trail!

(Click here to read yesterday’s post)

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Welcome to Day One of  Literarily Speaking’s Virtual Book Club Selection of the Week!

Every month, we pick wonderful books we’ve read to spotlight at Literarily Speaking. Today we’re happy to be reading Paul V. Stutzman’s  new travel memoir, Hiking Through: Finding Peace and Freedom on the Appalachian Trail.  Paul will be with us for three full days and will be giving away a copy at the end of his stay on Wednesday.

To become eligible to win, all you have to do is ask a question or leave a comment on all three days. One lucky reader who comments with their email address is put in a pot to win the book. However, they must sign up for our email updates prior to the author’s appearance.

To recap:

  • ask a question or leave a comment on all three days
  • leave your email address
  • sign up for our email updates to the right ——->

That’s all there is to it!

Day One: Literarily Speaking Book Club Selection: Hiking Through by Paul V. Stutzman

Hiking ThroughAfter losing his wife to breast cancer, Paul Stutzman decided to make some big changes. He quit his job of seventeen years and embarked upon a thru-hike of the Appalachian Trail, a 2,176-mile stretch of varying terrain spanning fourteen states. During his nearly five-month-long hike, he battled brutal trail conditions and overwhelming loneliness, but also enjoyed spectacular scenery and trail camaraderie. With breathtaking descriptions and humorous anecdotes from his travels, Stutzman reveals how immersing himself in nature and befriending fellow hikers helped him recover from a devastating loss. Somewhere between Georgia and Maine, he realized that God had been with him every step of the way, and on a famous path through the wilderness, he found his own path to peace and freedom.

Read the Excerpt:

Mary and I had a plan. We’d always thought we would work hard, get out of debt, retire early, and then enjoy doing some mission project together to benefit others. In May of 2006, I made our last house payment. I took the envelope with the final payment to the hospital where Mary lay.

“This is it, Mary. No more debt.”

“That’s wonderful!” she replied.

Wonderful, indeed, but what price had we paid? Within four months, my wife was dead. All those things we were going to do together were now impossible. We had spent a lifetime working toward that distant goal, making promises to ourselves that now we could never fulfill. Sure, it’s important to plan for the future, but think about this: You’ve had the gift of yesterday; you are living today with its choices and opportunities; but who knows if you will have tomorrow? You’ve heard it time and again, but I will tell you–and I know it’s true, because the painful lesson is etched into my yesterday–no one has a guarantee of tomorrow. That’s why it is so important today to tell our spouses and loved ones what they mean to us.

On the night the enraged weight-lifter faced the equally enraged restaurant manager, I took a look at my life. If I was really serious about taking each day that God gave me and utilizing that day in a way to help other people, then I would need to make a very difficult decision. Driving to work the next morning, I asked God for a sign, some confirmation that it was really time to leave the restaurant.

We asked Paul a few questions, then it’ll be your turn.  Leave your questions in the comment section and Paul will be popping in to answer them for you.  Anyone who asks Paul a question and leaves their email address on all three days will become eligible to win a FREE autographed copy of Paul’s book after the 3rd day.  You must also sign up for our email updates located in the right sidebar to be eligible.

Book Club Questions:

First, congratulations on making our Book Club Selection of the Week, Paul.  I’d like to start out by asking you if you had a book in mind before you started your trip or did you say, “This would make a good book,” after you finished your journey?

Paul: For several years, I’d been thinking about writing a book of anecdotes from my life, giving my perspectives, just reflecting on life in general. I even had a title–”It’s About Living”. I was too busy to get that book done. Then my wife died, and my focus suddenly changed. When I hiked the trail, that gave structure to my reflections on living and dying, and the resulting book was quite different than I had imagined.

You mentioned in the first part of your book, even before Mary was diagnosed with cancer, that you had always wanted to hike the Appalachian Trail.  What was it about the trail that made you want to do this?

Paul: About thirty years ago, I read a story in Reader’s Digest about the Appalachian Trail, and I was fascinated by the idea that someone could start walking in Georgia and actually walk through fourteen states all the way to Maine. Following that introduction to the AT, I’d pick up books about the Trail and read the stories of how the hike changed people’s lives. After Mary died, I knew I needed to do something drastic with my life; I remembered all those accounts of the effect the AT had on other lives, and decided it was time to start walking myself. By then, I’d also become a hiking enthusiast. Hikes in the Grand Canyon and Zion had introduced me to the peace and refreshment I found spending time in the beauty of nature.

In your last paragraph above, you mentioned you were looking for a sign that it was time to leave the restaurant business to help people in another way.  Did that sign come?

Paul:  Oh, yes! Signs came, and they were so obvious I couldn’t ignore them. In fact, I told God, “Yes, I know I asked you for a sign, but did the delivery have to be so brutal?” I recount those signs in the book.

Now it’s your turn to leave Paul a question.  Do be sure to come back tomorrow for Day 2 of Literarily Speaking’s special 3 day book club marathon with Paul V. Stutzman, author of Hiking Through: Finding Peace and Freedom on the Appalachian Trail!

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Marilyn RandallOur special guest today is Marilyn Randall, author of the book of poetry, My Heart and Soul, in which Marilyn uses powerful emotion to share her thoughts and ideas about alcoholism recovery, sexual abuse issues, interracial relationships and relationships experienced at a senior time of her life. She writes about loss, and times in her life when her family played a huge role in forming the person she later became as an adult. She shares prayers she writes and uses to help her overcome some of the more difficult happenings of her life. This compilation of works is a tribute to overcoming obstacles and learning to never give up while maintaining a steadfast faith and belief in God.

My Heart and SoulQ. Thank you for this interview, Marilyn. Can we begin by having you tell us why you love writing poetry?

I have always loved to write poetry and prose. When I think about things, I often think in the poetry format and it seems to be a natural process for me. Sometimes in the middle of the night I will wake up from a deep sleep and feel the need to start writing and poetry is the form it always follows. I rarely struggle with finding a subject as for me it is always about the emotion I am feeling at that particular time and it just flows.

Q. What is the hardest part about writing poetry?

The most difficult thing about poetry for me can be finding the exact word that is appropriate to use but also rhymes. I sometimes struggle with that aspect, but otherwise it usually comes very easy to me.

Q. What would you tell someone who has a hard time writing poetry?

I would try to get them to go to that very deep place inside where their emotion is and to release it by writing literally from their heart. Writing poetry for me is a deeply personal experience and I would encourage others to let it be for them as well.

Q. I love the title of your new book, My Heart and Soul.  How did you come up with the title?

My Heart and Soul is actually the title to the opening piece in the book as well as the title to the book itself. It seemed like an excellent choice for the title because it is a collection of my writings that are very personal and emotional and I felt that they were exposing my own heart and soul in a way that I had never thought would be made public.

Q. Can you give us a little excerpt?

Here are a few lines from Bridge of Hope.

Oh tell me not of fallen bridges lest ye forget to be. Tell me yet of velvet petals, Show me tenderness of love to see.

Caress the newborn’s tiny head And blow ringlets from his brow. Watch his smile of gladdened life Renew for me like he is now.

Then cry for darkened cavern’s stillness, Hollowed eyes and deadened souls, Minds that wander yet forever, Sometimes here then to and fro.

Tell me not of fallen bridges, Cross born of leadened wood. Let my soul be free of darkness.

Grace me now with life so good.

Hope therein fills all my searching. Paths to wander for challenge sake. Let God’s love fill me with wonder, And life’s cruel burdens let Him take……

Q. What message are you trying to get across to your readers with this book?

If I were to suggest a message, I would hope that this book would be seen as a book of hope, faith and persistence and that no matter the struggles life throws at us, we can survive with grace and become an inspiration for others to survive and succeed life’s difficulties as well.

Q. Do you plan on writing more poetry?

I hope to always write poetry. I recently published my first fiction novel and I used poetry to take the reader deeper into the emotion that my main character was experiencing. I hope poetry will always be the main writing genre for me as I truly love what I do. To be able to express my deepest thoughts and feelings through poetry is a gift that I treasure.

Q. Thank you for this interview, Marilyn. We wish you much success!

It was my pleasure and thank you for your interest in My Heart And Soul.

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Cherie BurbachIf you know someone with diabetes, you’ll love Cherie Burbach’s latest book, 21 Simple Things You Can Do to Help Someone with Diabetes.  This book will tell you what you can do to help someone afflicted with the incurable disease, diabetes – things like what you should (and shouldn’t) say, what you should learn to truly be supportive, and even how you can help in the fight for a cure.

Cherie Burbach is an author, blogger, poet, crocheter, and geek. She loves football and is obsessed with anything having to do with the Green Bay Packers or Tudor history.

Not only has she written 21 Simple Things You Can Do to Help Someone with Diabetes, Cherie used her experience with meeting her husband online to pen At the Coffee Shop, a humorous look at the world of Internet dating. Cherie went on over 60 coffee dates in just six months. She met lots of great people and one of those turned out to be the guy she would marry just one year later. Cherie’s new dating book, Internet Dating is Not Like Ordering a Pizza is available now.

She is the author of three poetry books, including A New Dish and The Difference Now. Her latest, Father’s Eyes, has received the 2008 Editor’s Choice Award by Allbooks Review.

Readers have resonated with Cherie’s honest and inspirational ”This I Believe” essay, which is the second-most popular out of over 40,000 entries on the NPR website.

We interviewed Cherie to find out more about her wonderful new book. If you’d like to find out more about how you can help someone with diabetes, you can follow her online during her virtual book tour with Pump Up Your Book.  Starting off with a wonderful interview at Blogcritics and continuing all month long with a last stop with a review at Pump Up Your Book.

21 Simple ThingsThank you for this interview, Cherie.  Can we start off by having you tell us your experience with diabetes and why you felt you needed to write this book?

Cherie:  I’ve been a Type 1 diabetic for about 20 years now.  In that time, I’ve had some wonderfully supportive people in my life, and also those that just didn’t seem to understand anything about my disease.  I know the people in my life were not trying to be hurtful or uncaring, but some of the things they did or said certainly came across that way.  That’s why I wanted to write a short, simple guide to help inform anyone about what they should do to support their diabetic friends and loved ones.  So far the response has been great, and I’m happy to say that many diabetics have told me they really appreciated the book.

Do you have diabetic friends and how have you helped them?

Cherie:  I have a couple diabetic friends, and I always try and be encouraging without judging.  I ask them how they are feeling, I ask them about their blood sugar numbers, and in general just try to be supportive.

In your book, you say diabetes isn’t just about “not eating sugar.”  What other factors come into play?

Cherie:  Diet and exercise are both very important with diabetes, but it isn’t just about avoiding sugar.  Any carbohydrates raise blood sugar, as does stress and illness.  A diabetic who is getting sick will likely have higher blood sugar readings.  A good plan is to eat a healthy diet with reasonable portions.  Treats can be consumed occassionally if they are worked into the rest of the eating plan.  That’s a big misconception when someone has diabetes, that they are just munching on sugary snacks all day.  It’s one perception I hope to get rid of with this book.  There is so much more to it.

Your book can be labeled a starting guide to diabetic etiquette.  What should we say and not say to our diabetic friends?

Cherie:  Friends and relatives should definitely retire from the “diabetic food police.”  What I mean is, people that gawk at a diabetic’s plate and then critize what they have on it.  There are several reasons why this doesn’t work.  First, it is incredibly rude.  Second, the person probably doesn’t know what the diabetic’s A1c or other medical readings are.  They probably don’t know what their blood sugar is right now at the moment they are eating.  They don’t know how the diabetic’s readings have been running, if the diabetic is getting sick, or any other host of factors that come into play when it comes to good blood sugar control.

Instead, friends and relatives should try and learn about the disease…. really, really understand it.  I’ve heard a lot of misconceptions about what the disease really is and what diabetics can eat.  So the people in a diabetic’s life should get some current information, and also be supportive.  Offer to go on walks, raise money, go to support groups, or whatever will make the diabetic feel as if they have someone in their corner.

How can we help in the fight for a cure?

Cherie:  Donate money – anything is helpful.  Learn about the disease.  Sign up to be an advocate.  Pray for a cure.

Thank you so much for this interview, Cherie, and we wish you good luck in your fight against diabetes!  For more information, please visit Cherie’s website, www.cherieburbach.com, her personal blogs, or follow her on Twitter: http://twitter.com/brrbach.

You can purchase 21 Simple Things You Can Do to Help Someone With Diabetes online at Amazon by clicking here.

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Returning InjuryRebecca’s life just keeps getting better. With Jack away on business, she’s looking forward to four days alone to work on her new client’s PR campaign to help women take back their lives. But her past intrudes. Roy, the man who stalked and assaulted her years before, has been released from prison. Home alone in her big, beautiful house out in the country, Rebecca has to learn to take back her own life while facing her fears and regaining her strength. But will she be strong enough when she faces the ultimate test?

This is the premise of suspense author Becky Due’s new book, Returning Injury: A Suspense Celebrating Women’s Strength (Due Publications).

Becky, like the main characters of her novels, spent many years running from herself, looking for love, crying a little and laughing a lot along the journey of finding herself. Through writing, Due found her passion. She is the author of several books and is currently working on her next novel.

She has been a guest on national radio programs and has been the subject of numerous newspaper and national magazine articles for empowering women through her novels. She has served as a guest speaker at Women’s Resource Centers, Shelters, Colleges and High Schools within the United States. Becky has had extensive training at Victim Services, worked the 24-Hour Sexual Assault Crisis-Line and was a Victim’s Advocate where she offered one-on-one assistance and support to rape victims. In 2007, Becky started, Women Going Forward, the first national women’s telephone support group, which ran for almost two years. After receiving much recognition for her novels, Becky’s focus turned back to her writing and empowering women through her novels.

Becky will be on virtual book tour May 3 – June 25.  Visit her official tour page at Pump Up Your Book to find out more about her exciting new release, Returning Injury: A Suspense Celebrating Women’s Strength.

Amazon.com or Barnes & Noble.com are the best way to obtain your copies, although it will be available to order in bookstores soon. You can visit Becky’s website at www.BeckyDue.com for more information about the book.

Take a peek inside the book!

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Title: Moonlight Falls
Author: Vincent Zandri
Genre: Thriller
Paperback: 328 pages
Publisher: R.J. Buckley Publishing (Dec 2009)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0758229208
ISBN-13: 978-0758229205

Moonlight Falls is the Albany, New York-based paranoid tale (in the Hitchcock tradition) of former APD Detective turned Private Investigator/Massage Therapist, Richard “Dick” Moonlight, who believes he might be responsible for the brutal slaying by knife of his illicit lover, the beautiful Scarlet Montana. The situation is made all the worse since Scarlet is the wife of Moonlight’s boss, Chief of Detectives Jake Montana.

Why does Moonlight believe he might be responsible?

He’s got a small fragment of a .22 hollow point round buried inside his brain, lodge directly up against his cerebral cortex. The result of a botched suicide attempt four years prior to the novel’s start, an operation to remove the bullt frag would be too dangerous.

But the bullet causes Moonlight lots of problems, the least of which are the occasional memory loss and his rational ability to tell right from wrong. The bullet frag also might shift at any moment, making coma and/or sudden death, a very real possibility.

Still, Moonlight has been trying to get his life together as of late.

But when Scarlet begs him to make the trip over to her house late one rainy Sunday night to issue one of his “massages,” he makes a big mistake by sleeping with her. Later, having passed out in her bed, he will be rudely awakened by a garage door opening and Jake’s unexpected and very drunken homecoming. Making his impromptu escape out a top floor window, Moonlight will seek the safety of his home.

Two hours later however, he will receive another unexpected visit from Jake Montana. This time the big Captain has sobering news to report. He’s discovered his wife’s mutilated body in her own bed. She’s been murdered and now he needs the P.I. to investigate it in association with Albany ’s “overtaxed” Special Independent Unit before I.A. pokes their nose into the affair. Moonlight takes a big step back. Is it possible he made a second trip to the Montana home-sweet-home and just has no recollection of it? Once there, did he perform a heinous crime on his part-time lover? Or is this some kind of set up by his former boss? Is it really Jake who is responsible for Scarlet’s death? Does he wish for Moonlight to cover up his involvement, seal the case before Internal Affairs starts poking their nose into the situation?

There’s another problem too.

Covering Moonlight’s palms and the pads of his fingers are numerous scratches and cuts. Are these defensive wounds? Wounds he received when Scarlet put up a struggle? Or are they offensive wounds? Wounds he couldn’t avoid when making his attack on Scarlet with a blade? The answer is not so simple since Moonlight has no idea where he acquired the wounds.

Having no choice but to take on the mission (if only to cover his own ass), Moonlight can only hope the answers to his many questions point to his former boss and not himself.

Excerpt:

Albany, New York
140 miles northeast of New York City

I’m escorted into a four-walled basement room by two suited
agents—one tall, slim and bearded, the other shorter, stockier, cleanshaven.
The space we occupy contains a one-way mirror which I know
from experience hides a tripod-mounted video camera, a sound man and several FBI agents, the identities of whom are concealed. There’s no
furniture in the room, other than a long metal table and four metal chairs. No wallpaper, no soft lamp light, no piped-in music. Just harsh white overhead light, concrete and a funny worm smell.

As I enter the room for the first time, the tall agent tells me to take a seat at the table.

“We appreciate your cooperation,” the stocky agent jumps in.

Out of the corner of my eye, I catch my reflection in the mirror.

I’m of medium height. Not tall, not short. Not too badly put together for having reached the big four-zero thanks to the cross-training routine I put myself on not long after my hospital release. Nowadays, my head is shaved. There’s a small button-sized scar behind my right earlobe in the place where the fragment of .22 caliber hollow-point penetrated
the skull. I wear a black leather jacket over black jeans and lace-up combat boots left over from my military service during the first Gulf War. My eyeglasses are rectangular and retrofitted from a pair of cheap sunglasses I picked up at a Penn Station kiosk. They make my stubblecovered face seem slightly wider than it really is. So people have told me.
Having been led to my chair, I am then asked to focus my gaze directly onto the mirror so that the video man or woman stationed on the opposite side of the glass can adjust the shooting angle and focus.

“Please say something,” requests Stocky Agent while removing his suit jacket, setting it over the back of an empty chair.

“There once was a cop from Nantucket ,” I say to break the ice.

But no one laughs.

“You get that?” the taller agent barks out to no one in particular.

“Okay to go,” comes a tinny, hidden speaker voice. “You gonna finish that poem, Mr. Moonlight?”

“Knock it off,” Stocky Agent orders. Then turns back to me.

“Before we get started, can we get you a coffee? A cappuccino? You can get one right out of the new machine upstairs.”

“Mind if I burn one?”

Tall Bearded Agent purses his lips, cocks his head in the direction of a plastic No Smoking placard to the wall.

Stocky Agent makes a sour face, shakes his head, rolls up the sleeves on his thick arms. He reaches across the heavy wood table, grabs an ashtray, and clunks it down in front of me as if it were a bedpan.

“The rule doesn’t apply down here,” he says. Then, in this deep affected voice, he adds, “Let’s get started, Mr. Moonlight. You already know the routine. For now we just want to get to the bottom of the who, what, wheres and hows of this train wreck.”

“You forgot the why,” I say, firing up a Marlboro Light. “You need to know the why to establish an entire familiarity with any given case.”

Stocky Agent does a double take, smiles. Like he knows I’m fucking with him.

“Don’t be a dick, Dick,” he says.

I guess it’s important not to take life too seriously. He laughs. I laugh. We all laugh. Ice officially broken. I exhale some smoke, sit back in my chair.

They’re right, of course. I know the drill. I know it’s the truth they’re after. The truth and almost nothing but the truth. But what they also want is my perspective—my take on the entire Scarlet Montana affair, from soup to peanuts. They want me to leave nothing out. I’ll start with my on-again/off-again love affair with my boss’s wife. Maybe from
there I’ll move on to the dead bodies, my cut-up hands, the Saratoga
Springs Russians, the Psychic Fair, the heroin, the illegal organ harvesting
operation, the exhumations, the attempts on my life, the lies, deceptions
and fuck-overs galore.

As a former fulltime Albany detective, I know that nobody sees the same thing through the same set of eyeballs. What’s important to one person might appear insignificant or useless to another. What those federal agents want right now inside the basement interview room is my most reliable version of the truth—an accurate, objective truth that
separates fact from fantasy.

Theoretically speaking.

“Ask away,” I say, just as the buzzing starts up in the core of my head.

“Just start at the beginning,” Stocky Agent requests. “We have all night.”

Sitting up straight, I feel my right arm beginning to go numb on me. So numb I drop the lit cigarette onto the table. The inside of my head chimes like a belfry. Stocky Agent is staring at me from across the table with these wide bug eyes like my skull and brains are about to pull a JFK all over him.

But then, just as soon as it all starts, the chiming and the paralysis subsides.

With a trembling hand, I manage to pick up the partially smoked cigarette, exhale a very resigned, now smokeless breath and stamp the cancer stick out.

“Everything you wanna know,” I whisper. “You want me to tell
you everything.”
“Everything you remember,” Tall Agent smiles. “If that’s at all possible.”

Stocky Agent pulls a stick of gum from a pack in his pants pocket, carefully unwraps the tin foil and folds the gum before stuffing it into his mouth.

Juicy Fruit. I can smell it from all the way across the table.

By all indicators, it’s going to be a long night.

“I think I’ll take that cappuccino after all,” I say.

For the first time since entering the interview room, I feel the
muscles in my face constricting. I know without looking that my
expression has turned into something miles away from shiny happy. I’m
dead serious.

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The Flesh StatueOne of the things authors thrive on is feedback.  The best kind of feedback are those compliments that go, “Your book was great!” or “I stayed up all night reading it because I couldn’t put it down.”  These are the kinds of compliments that keep us going, that egg us on, that keep us from throwing in the towel.

We’ve got a special guest today.  U.L. Harper is the author of The Flesh Statue (iUniverse, 364 pages, $20.95) and is here to talk about compliments he has received and why they are important to an author in his own experience.

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Compliments from The Teary Eyed

This might seem a bit trite but certainly one of the best compliments I received about my book was that it made them cry. Crying over someone’s work doesn’t need to be a compliment. It could simply mean the story is killing them, mentally and physically. It’s giving them actual pain. Not the case in The Flesh Statue, thank you very much.

The crying moment happens usually around the time our protagonist, Langley Jackson, comes to terms with his grandfather’s impending death. Till that point Grandpa has been suffering from both Alzheimer’s and the after effects of a stroke. I’m proud of the reported teary eyes because, for one, I tried hard to make Grandpa real to the reader and at the same time honor the memory of my grandfather who did not have Alzheimer’s by the way. He simply suffered and eventually died from the effects of a stroke. My great grandmother suffered from Alzheimer’s.

From a writing perspective, after so many rewrites it becomes hard for the writer to maintain emotional ties to characters. The story becomes more of a process than a read. None of my test readers mentioned any sad parts to the story, so initially, any real empathy a reader might have had I downgraded to more or less only sympathy. I figured the whole grandfather scenario might have been respectable and meant something to the story but maybe it missed its mark. Hearing about flows of tears, to me, meant that the emotional parts of The Flesh Statue were powerful.

Additionally those tears are such a compliment because it means the story can connect to more than just those who like to read about taking over the city and doing graffiti. This is a literature novel, for the most part, so the market is already incredibly small to begin with. It’s great to know that emotional aspects in The Flesh Statue haven’t been lost or forgotten. It’d be nice to know that to expand the audience to one’s novel all the author would need to do is add empathy. Imagine that. A new genre, Empathetic Fiction.

U.L. Harper is an author born and raised in Long Beach, California, the same place most of his first novel The Flesh Statue takes place. His writing career started in journalism. He worked as a reporter for a small weekly paper in Los Alamitos, California. Performance poetry is also in his background, as he hosted monthly readings for the chapbook The Body Politic. He is the Site Director for an after-school program in Long Beach, California. You can reach him through his website, ulharper.com or email him at ulharper@hotmail.com.

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Every month, we pick wonderful books we’ve read to spotlight at Literarily Speaking. Today we’re happy to be reading Sheila Roberts’ new women’s fiction novel, Small Change. This is her last day here with us and we will be announcing the winner of her book on Monday so make sure you read all the rules in order to become eligible.  To recap:

Read Day One’s excerpt here.

Read Day Two’s excerpt here.

To become eligible to win, all you have to do is ask a question or leave a comment on all three days. One lucky reader who comments with their email address is put in a pot to win the book. However, they must sign up for our email updates prior to the author’s appearance.

To recap:

  • ask a question or leave a comment on all three days
  • leave your email address
  • sign up for our email updates to the right ——->

That’s all there is to it!

Day Three: Literarily Speaking Book Club Selection: Small Change by Sheila Roberts

Small ChangeRachel, Jessica, and Tiffany all share a difficult secret: they’re all struggling with major financial problems. A sudden divorce has turned Rachel from a stay-at-home mom to a strapped-for-cash divorcee about to enter the workforce for the first time. Tiffany’s spending has been out of control for years, and her mounting credit card bills have put a major strain on her marriage. And Jessica just had the rug pulled out from under her. After struggling her entire life to make ends meet, she’s just gotten engaged to a man with a big bank account…and now he’s asked her to sign a pre-nup.

When the women share their problems at their weekly crafting group, they decide to band together to take control of their finances. As they struggle to bring balance back to their checkbooks and their lives, they learn that some things in life, like good friends, are truly priceless.

Read the final excerpt from Chapter 23:

Later, Rachel wrote triumphantly in her blog. I have concluded that there are always frugal alternatives to favorite activities. You just have to look for them.

That, she decided, would make a good subject for a chapter in her book.

So would chronicling the various triumphs of the Small Change club. And Tiffany would deserve special praise.

She was literally dancing when she met Rachel and Jess at her front door. “I paid off my first credit card!”

With squeals and laughter, the three women managed a group hug that turned Tiff’s entryway into a mosh pit.

“Come on out to the kitchen,” said Tiff. “Brian’s got champagne for us.”

They followed Tiffany to her kitchen to find Brian standing at the counter, uncorking a bottle of modestly priced champagne. Nearby sat a small plate of truffles from the Chocolate Bar. “So how great is my girl?” he greeted Rachel and Jess.

“She rocks the house,” said Jess.

The champagne cork came out with a pop, making Tiffany jump and then giggle. “Brian got us the chocolates, too.”

“I figured you deserve to celebrate,” he said, pouring champagne into the first glass. He produced an intimate smile for Tiffany. “I’m really proud of you, Tiffy baby,” he said, and handed her the glass. She took it with pink cheeks, and he handed glasses to Rachel and Jess. “She used every cent she’s earned to pay off that card,” he bragged. As if her two best friends didn’t know. “So, a toast,” he said. “To my wife, who’s paid off a fortune and is priceless.”

“To Tiffany,” echoed Rachel and Jess.

“And to my great friends, who helped me stay on track,” added Tiff with a smile. “By this time next year the other one will be gone and we’ll be debt free.” Looking at Brian, she added, “I’m never letting myself get in a mess like that again. It is so not worth it.”

“I guess it’s not bad to have a card to fall back on for emergencies,” said Jess.

“But Brian and I have decided it’s better to have money in savings,” said Tiffany with the zealous enthusiasm of a new convert. “That way we can earn interest instead of pay it.”

Rachel helped herself to a truffle. “What I have in savings right now wouldn’t even earn me enough interest to buy one of these. But slow and steady wins the race. Hmmm. I think I’ll put that in my book.”

“So, are you really gonna write one?” asked Tiff.

“Why not? You never know. Maybe I’ll become the next Suze Orman.”

“Between Jess and her band and you and your book, one of you guys is bound to get famous,” Tiffany predicted.

“From your lips to God’s ears,” said Rachel. “Never mind the fame, though. I’ll take the money,” she added with a grin.

Ten minutes later Brian took off for the gym, leaving the women to enjoy working on their latest craft. “Okay, I’ve got six teacups for our teacup candles,” said Rachel. “Did you bring the votive candles?” she asked Jess.

Jess held up a little bag from Vern’s. “Got ‘em. And I brought my glue gun.”

“Then let’s get to work while I’m still awake,” said Jess. “I tell you, I can’t stay up till two in the morning any more and then get up at the crack of dawn.”

“This is the crack of dawn?” teased Rachel.

“It was when I got up,” Jess retorted.

“That’s the price you pay for being a hot band chick,” Rachel informed her.

“Speaking of my band, who’s going to come hear us play on New Year’s Eve? I need to reserve space at the band table.”

“We are,” said Tiffany.

“Count me in, too,” said Rachel.

“And Chad?”

“Hopefully.” Who knew? He’d already warned her he’d be over at his parents for Christmas.

She’d been disappointed when she learned Chad wouldn’t be around. Secretly, she’d been hoping for a ring, which, of course, was utterly stupid since they’d only been seeing each other a few months. She was in no hurry, Rachel reminded herself. There was no need to rush into anything.

Still, the night he came by the house before leaving town with a small gift box for her, she couldn’t help thinking ring. Naturally, she had something for him, too – a bottle of her blackberry liqueur and a picture she’d taken of him in the fall when they’d gone mushrooming, which she’d framed.

He seemed genuinely pleased, pulling her to him and giving her a thank you kiss. “I like it.”

“Do you really? I know it’s not a very expensive present.”

“It’s better than an expensive present because it’s from you.”

“And I have some friendship tea for you to give your parents from me.”

“They’ll love it,” he said and gave her a little squeeze. “Open your present.”

She pulled off the wrapping paper and opened the box to find a pair of pink pearl earrings. “They’re beautiful,” she said. It’s not a ring. “I hope you didn’t spend too much.” I wish you’d bought a ring.

“Do you like them?”

Well, of course, they were gorgeous. “I love them.” They’re not a ring.

And so what if they weren’t? Did she need a ring to be happy? Did she need a man to be happy, for that matter? Really, she had to stop operating her life under the influence of romance novels. “Thank you,” she murmured.

“And don’t make any plans for New Year’s Eve,” he added.

Because then she’d get a ring? Oh, stop, she told herself firmly. “I already did. I told Jess I’d come hear her band play. Want to join me?”

“Okay, but how about dinner first?”

“I think I could swing it.”

He nodded, pleased with the deal. “We’ll make it a night to remember.”

What did that mean, dinner and a ring?

It means a new year, Rachel told herself firmly. And she was going to make it good no matter what happened on New Year’s Eve.

Obviously, this is not the end, but it’s as close as Sheila is going to come. For the rest of the plot twists and turns, the money tips and recipes, she suggests you invest in the book. And now, three final questions:

Questions:

1. Do you agree with Rachel that there are always frugal alternatives to favorite activities?

2. Tiffany finally conquered her credit cards. Have you ever conquered a mountain of debt? If so, what was your secret to success?

3. Do you think Rachel will get her ring? (Now, that should be a no-brainer since Sheila is big believer in happy endings. Hey, if you want to get depressed, you’ll have to go somewhere else.)

Answer either of the questions below in the comment box to become eligible to win a free copy of Small Change!  The winner will be posted here on Monday.  Good luck to everyone!

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Every month, we pick wonderful books we’ve read to spotlight at Literarily Speaking. Today we’re happy to be reading Sheila Roberts’ new women’s fiction novel, Small Change. Yesterday, Sheila stopped by with an excerpt from chapter one which you can read here.  Today and tomorrow, she will be with us and will be giving away a copy at the end of her stay on Friday.

To become eligible to win, all you have to do is ask a question or leave a comment on all three days. One lucky reader who comments with their email address is put in a pot to win the book. However, they must sign up for our email updates prior to the author’s appearance.

To recap:

  • ask a question or leave a comment on all three days
  • leave your email address
  • sign up for our email updates to the right ——->

That’s all there is to it!

Day Two: Literarily Speaking Book Club Selection: Small Change by Sheila Roberts

Small ChangeRachel, Jessica, and Tiffany all share a difficult secret: they’re all struggling with major financial problems. A sudden divorce has turned Rachel from a stay-at-home mom to a strapped-for-cash divorcee about to enter the workforce for the first time. Tiffany’s spending has been out of control for years, and her mounting credit card bills have put a major strain on her marriage. And Jessica just had the rug pulled out from under her. After struggling her entire life to make ends meet, she’s just gotten engaged to a man with a big bank account…and now he’s asked her to sign a pre-nup.

When the women share their problems at their weekly crafting group, they decide to band together to take control of their finances. As they struggle to bring balance back to their checkbooks and their lives, they learn that some things in life, like good friends, are truly priceless.

Read the excerpt from Chapter 3:

The next morning, Jess decided to make a list of possible jobs. She poured herself a cup of coffee, then grabbed a piece of scratch paper from the kitchen junk drawer and a pen and leaned over the counter, ready to write furiously. The blank page stared at her.

She frowned back at it. “There has to be something you can do,” she told herself.

Maybe she should start by writing down her strengths. What was she good at? She still played a mean keyboard. Like that did any good. Even if she lost twenty pounds in two weeks and got Botox, where would she find a band that would have her? As a band chick she was over the hill and out of the loop. The band thing was hardly steady work anyway.

What else? Crafts. She had a closet full of things she could sell. Except she’d missed Slugfest and there would be no more craft bazaar opportunities until the Fourth of July. Selling crafts was too iffy, anyway – great for making some fun money, but by the time you factored in the cost of the material and renting a booth, hardly profitable enough to earn that necessary extra twenty percent every month.

So, what did that leave? Personality. She was friendly, fun, approachable. Maybe she could get a job as a clerk or a receptionist. She remembered the Help Wanted sign she’d seen hanging in the window of Emma’s Quilt Corner, the little shop that Heart Lake residents had saved from extinction the previous Christmas. Jess hadn’t gotten around to trying quilting yet, but she could learn. She certainly knew how to cut fabric, and it couldn’t be that hard to ring up sales. From what she heard, everyone loved Emma, which meant she’d be great to work for. It could be the perfect part-time job.

Jess checked the clock. Ten a.m. Emma would be open for business. She called the shop and was greeted by a cheery voice on the other end of the line. “Hi,” Jess said, making her own voice equally cheery. “I’m calling about the Help Wanted sign in your window.”

“I’m sorry,” said the voice, changing from cheery to sympathetic. “I just filled that position yesterday.”

“Oh.” A good job was like a good man, hard to find. But she’d found Michael. She’d find a job. “Well, thanks anyway.” Jess hung up with a sigh and returned to the piece of paper on the kitchen counter. What else could she do?

A temp agency, she decided. That would be perfect. She could earn income but she wouldn’t be locked into anything full time. She got on the computer and looked up temp agencies in Seattle. She could handle part-time office work, and if she worked in the city, she and Michael could commute together.

The first company she found was A-Plus Office Services. That’s me, A-Plus, she thought, reaching for the phone.

As it turned out, Ms. A-Plus could fit her in for an interview at one. Could she come in?

Why not? Jess wasn’t exactly excited as she hurried to her closet, but she was determined, which was nearly as good. Velvet Revolver’s version of the song “Money” began to play in her head. She was going to come through for Michael, even if it meant chaining herself to a desk somewhere in the city. She could do it. Millions of women did it every day. Maybe she’d even get a job assignment for the next week. You never knew. It would be good news to share when Rachel and Tiffany came over for their monthly craft night.

She encountered a challenge in her closet. Denim jackets, hot pink tops and various articles of clothing dotted with sequins greeted her. When was the last time she’d worn a dress? There had to be something here. She flipped hangers along the rack. No, no, no. Noooo. Hmm. Here was a black knit dress, not too low cut. How about that and her red denim jacket? Red denim was not very dress for success. And black wasn’t exactly summery. That decided it. She’d leave for the city right now and detour by Nordstrom’s before going on her interview.

At Nordstrom’s she managed to find a cream-colored linen suit jacket and pants that fit well but bored her to tears. The price made her want to cry, too. She couldn’t believe how much she was paying for boring. She dressed it up with a sleeveless top sporting a great pattern in black and Amalfi blue, perfect colors for a winter (Jess had had her colors done back in college. With her dark hair – still completely dark, thank you Wella Color Charm – she was a winter.) The top was no bargain either, but it was worth every penny. This she would wear ‘til it turned to rags.

Small consolation. She had just spent a fortune to audition for a job as a temp. Well, you had to spend money to make money. Unbidden, the lyrics to Abba’s “Money, Money, Money” came to mind.

A-Plus Office Services was in one of the many tall Seattle buildings that looked down on the city’s waterfront and its more humble architectural beginnings like the Smith Tower.

Jess had grown up in this city. She’d attended the University of Washington, and met Michael at the Blue Moon Tavern. He’d looked like Andy Gibb and, although he couldn’t sing a note, he danced like John Travolta. Within a year, they’d managed to fall in love, elope, get pregnant, and celebrate Michael’s graduation. Michael had gone on to become a lawyer and she’d worked on turning herself into mother of the year – a far more noble occupation than band chick.

Although they’d left the city for the burbs, they still drove in on a regular basis to visit his mom and take her to dinner at the Waterfront Seafood Grill on Pier 70 or to enjoy Indian food thali style up at Poppy’s on Capitol Hill. Visiting the city was great, but Jess wasn’t sure how she felt about working there. Seattle had grown far beyond the little big town it had been when she was a girl. And, at an hour each way by freeway, it wasn’t exactly a short commute.

She rode the elevator to the twentieth floor and found the A-Plus office in a far corner of the skyscraper office maze. The reception area was small with a loveseat and matching chair upholstered in retro ugly, a fish tank, a blocky coffee table littered with business magazines and, on one side of the wall, a bank of computers. On the other side, at the reception window, sat a twenty-something babe wearing an outfit that looked even more expensive than Jess’s, talking on the phone.

“I’ll have Mrs. Withers call you as soon as she can,” said the girl. She hung up and looked Jess over. “May I help you?”

Jess stepped up to the window. “I have an appointment with Caroline Withers.”

The girl nodded. “Have a seat.”

Feeling a little like a patient waiting to see the dentist, Jess perched on the couch. It was hard.

She looked over at the computers and felt her pulse rate start to rise. You have a computer, she told herself. You can type. E-mail counts. In spite of her positive self-talk, her pulse scooted up another notch. She should get out of here. Was she too old to sell her body on the street?

“Jessica?”

Jess tore her gaze away from the computers and looked up to see a thin woman with shoulder length gray hair, expensively cut, and stylish glasses looking down at her. The woman was dressed entirely in black. Maybe an escapee from New York? Jess thought of all the money she’d spent to avoid wearing black and sighed inwardly.

The woman was studying her, too, her smile polite, professional. “I’m Caroline Withers. Why don’t you come into my office and we’ll talk.”

Talking was good. Jess followed Caroline through a small conference room and into her office. Here the furniture had been upgraded to fake leather. Caroline settled behind a massive desk. “I’m happy you thought of us first,” she said, pulling together a pile of forms. “Did you bring a resume?”

Jess’s palms were suddenly damp. “Actually, no.”

“Well, you can e-mail it to me later,” Caroline said amiably. “What kind of work are you hoping for?”

“What kind?” The kind that pays?

“Secretarial, accounting . . .”

“Receptionist,” Jess said firmly. “I have great phone skills.”

Caroline nodded. “All right. Let’s have you fill out some forms.”

“Fine,” said Jess, forcing the corners of her lips to stay up. Oh, God, she was going to flunk form-filling.

Caroline clipped the papers on a clipboard and handed them to Jess, then she stood and ushered Jess back to the little conference room. “You can fill this out and then we’ll get you started on the computer.”

The top form was terrifying. A- Plus wanted to know everything about her: educational background, work background, last employer. Jess was pretty sure Bennie at Bennie’s Tavern, where her band had played, wouldn’t be the right kind of business reference. She should have gotten a job long before this. What had she been thinking?

Twenty minutes later Caroline found her still at the table, hunched over a form with a lot of white space. “Is there a problem?” Caroline asked.

“One small one,” said Jess. “I’m afraid I can’t give you the kind of references you want.” Playing in a band and selling wine cork trivets and beaded jewelry boxes hardly equated to office skills, although Jess was sure she had enough of those to fill in at a front desk somewhere.

“I see,” said Caroline slowly.

“But I can type,” Jess said quickly. “And I can certainly file and take messages.”
“All right, let’s put you on a computer and test you,” said Caroline.

Test? Jess had never tested well.

The computer hated her. She knew it five minutes after she sat down. Excel was a mystery, and the typing was a nightmare. It was the sweaty palm thing. Her fingers kept slipping to the wrong key. Soon she had both sweaty palms and the beginnings of a headache. She did well on the spelling and grammar test though. That should count for something.

“Well,” said Caroline when they met again in her office after the computer torture session, “you can type a little.”

Types a little. There was a glowing recommendation. “I think I’d be great with phones,” said Jess. Types a little and great with phones.

“I think you would, too,” Caroline agreed. “How many days a week are you available?”

“Seven.”

Caroline smiled at that. “Well, we’d only need you for five.”

“Do you think you could use me?” asked Jess.

“It think you could do nicely as a receptionist. Let’s have you fill out this card and I’ll put together a folder for you.”

“A folder?” She was going to get a folder? That had to be good.

“With a booklet that will tell you about our policies and procedures, and a time card, which you’ll fill out and submit to us at the end of every work week.”

That sounded official. “Great. Thanks.”

“It can be hard to re-enter the work force. This is a good way to ease back in. Often companies wind up hiring our temps full time.”

“Full time. Really?” echoed Jess, trying to convince both Caroline and herself that she was interested. Good-bye to staying up late watching TV and sleeping in the next morning. Good-bye to driving north for lunch with Erica. Good-bye to Friday morning tennis with the girls at the Grandview Park tennis courts. Good-bye to volunteering at the food bank.

It beats saying, “Good-bye Heart Lake,” she reminded herself sternly. And really, it was about time she got a job. The kids were grown and she was no longer needed as a chauffer, in-house paraeducator, Girl Scout leader, chief cook (she was a rotten cook, anyway), or soccer mom. It was time to do something new with her life.

For a moment her mind wandered to the past and paused at the road not taken, the one she’d been about to go down before love came in the door and her dreams scrammed out the window. How she had wanted to be a star!

She could see herself up there on the stage, adoring fans roaring as she sang and rocked out. Now she was playing a riff on the keyboard. Look at the crowd going wild – women jumping up and down and screaming, men throwing their underwear. Ick.

Her eyes popped open. All right, that was a little too far down the road not taken.

But what about the road she stood at now? Working in an office, answering phones, draining her creative juices to help someone else build his dream or some big corporate monster keep its heart beating – was this really her?

It is now, baby. Welcome to the work force.

She took her folder and left A-Plus Office Services ready to face a brave, new world.

Questions:

  1. So, Jess is about to enter the workforce. Have you faced re-entering the workforce, and if so, what were your feelings?
  2. Was there a road not taken in your life?
  3. If you were advising Jess, what would you tell her?

Answer either of the questions below in the comment box to become eligible to win a free copy of Small Change on Friday!

Stay tuned tomorrow for Day 3 of Literarily Speaking’s Book Club Selection: Small Change by Sheila Roberts!

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Every month, we pick wonderful books we’ve read to spotlight at Literarily Speaking. Today we’re happy to be reading Sheila Roberts’ new women’s fiction novel, Small Change.  Sheila will be with us for the next three days and will be giving away a copy at the end of her stay on Friday.

To become eligible to win, all you have to do is ask a question or leave a comment on all three days. One lucky reader who comments with their email address is put in a pot to win the book. However, they must sign up for our email updates prior to the author’s appearance.

To recap:

  • ask a question or leave a comment on all three days
  • leave your email address
  • sign up for our email updates to the right ——->

That’s all there is to it!

Day One: Literarily Speaking Book Club Selection: Small Change by Sheila Roberts

Small ChangeRachel, Jessica, and Tiffany all share a difficult secret: they’re all struggling with major financial problems. A sudden divorce has turned Rachel from a stay-at-home mom to a strapped-for-cash divorcee about to enter the workforce for the first time. Tiffany’s spending has been out of control for years, and her mounting credit card bills have put a major strain on her marriage. And Jessica just had the rug pulled out from under her. After struggling her entire life to make ends meet, she’s just gotten engaged to a man with a big bank account…and now he’s asked her to sign a pre-nup.

When the women share their problems at their weekly crafting group, they decide to band together to take control of their finances. As they struggle to bring balance back to their checkbooks and their lives, they learn that some things in life, like good friends, are truly priceless.

Read the excerpt from Chapter One:

There it sat, a Cloud Nine queen-sized luxury gold comforter with red ribbon applique and metallic embroidery. Forty percent off. It was the last one left. Tiffany Turner had seen it, and so had the other woman.

The woman caught Tiffany looking at it and her eyes narrowed. Tiffany narrowed hers right back. Her competitor was somewhere in her fifties, dressed for comfort in jeans and a sweater, her feet shod in tennis shoes for quick movement – obviously a sale veteran, but Tiffany wasn’t intimidated. She was younger. She had the drive, the determination.

It took only one second to start the race. The other woman strode toward the comforter with the confidence that comes with age, her hand stretched toward the prize.

Tiffany chose that moment to look over her competitor’s shoulder. Her eyes went wide and she gasped. “Oh, my gosh.” Her hands flew to her face in horror.

The other woman turned to see the calamity happening in back of her.

And that was her undoing. In a superhuman leap, Tiffany bagged the comforter
just as her competitor turned back. Score.

Boy, if looks could kill.

It would be rude to gloat. Tiffany gave an apologetic shrug and murmured, “Sorry.”

The woman paid her homage with a reluctant nod. “You’re good.”

Yes, I am. “Thanks,” Tiffany murmured, and left the field of battle for the customer service counter.

As she walked away, she heard the other woman mutter, “Little beast.”

Okay, now she’d gloat.

She was still gloating as she drove home from the mall an hour later. She’d not only scored on the comforter, she’d gotten two sets of towels (buy one, get one free), a great top for work, a cute little jacket, a new shirt for Brian, and a pair of patent metallic purple shoes with 3 1/2 inch heels that were so hot she’d burn the pavement when she walked. With the new dress she’d snagged at thirty percent off (plus another ten percent off for using her department store card), she’d be a walking inferno. Brian would melt when he saw her.

Her husband would also melt if he saw how much she’d spent today, so she had to beat him home. And since he would be back from the office in half an hour, she was now in another race, one that she didn’t dare lose. That was the downside of hitting the mall after work. She always had to hurry home to hide her treasures before Brian walked in the door. But she could do it.

Tiffany followed the Abracadabra shopping method: get the bargain and then make it disappear for a while so you could later insist that said bargain had been sitting around the house for ages. She’d learned that one from her mother. Two years before, she had successfully used the Guessing Game method: bring home the bargains and lull husband into acceptance by having him guess how incredible little you’d paid for each one.

She’d pull a catch of the day from its bag and say, “Guess how much I paid for this sweater.”

He’d say, “Twenty dollars.”

“Too high,” she’d reply with a smirk.

“Okay. Fifteen.”

“Too high.

“Ten.”

“Nope. Eight ninety-nine. I’m good.”

And she was. As far as Tiffany was concerned the three sexiest words in the English language were fifty percent off. She was a world-class bargain hunter (not surprising since she’d sat at the feet of an expert – her mom), and she could smell a sale a mile away.

Great as she was at ferreting out a bargain, she wasn’t good with credit cards. It hadn’t taken Tiffany long to snarl her finances to the point where she and Brian had to use their small, start-a-family savings and Brian’s car fund to bail her out.

She’d felt awful about that, not only because she suspected they’d never need that family fund anyway (that suspicion was what led to her first shopping binge), but because Brian had suffered from the fallout of her mismanagement. He’d had his eye on some rusty old beater on the other side of the lake and had been talking about buying and restoring it. The car wound up rusting at someone else’s house, thanks to her. Even the money they’d scraped together for her bailout wasn’t enough. She’d had to call in the big guns: Daddy. That had probably been harder on Brian than waving good-bye to their savings.

“Tiffy, baby, you should have told me,” he said the day the awful truth came out and they sat on the couch, her crying in his arms. She would have, except she kept thinking she could get control of her runaway credit card bills. It seemed like one minute she only had a couple and the next thing she knew they’d bred and taken over. “I thought I could handle it.”

It was a reasonable assumption since they both worked. There was just one problem: their income had never quite managed to keep up with the demands of life. It still didn’t.

She sighed. Brian so didn’t understand. All he did was pay the mortgage, utilities, and the car payments. He had no idea how much it really cost to live. First of all, they had to eat. Did he have any idea how much wine cost? Or meat? Even toilet paper wasn’t cheap. And they had to have clothes. She couldn’t show up at Salon H to do nails in sweats, for heaven’s sake. What woman wanted to go to a nail artist who looked like a slob? Food and clothes were the tip of the expense iceberg. Friends and family had birthdays; she couldn’t give them IOU’s. And she had to buy Christmas presents. And decorations. And hostess gifts. Now it was June and soon there would be picnics at the lake and neighborhood barbecues. A girl could hardly show up empty handed. Then there were the bridal showers to attend, and baby . . . No, no. She wasn’t going there.

After the great credit card clean-up the Guessing Game method lost its effectiveness and she’d had to retire it. Hiding her purchases worked better anyway . . . .

She should take it all back. Brian probably wouldn’t get that excited about the shoes or the dress anyway. Just show up naked. That was what her friends always joked. Even naked she couldn’t explain about the new charge cards. Not these days.

Her best bet was to get home before Brian. She could make it. Her foot pressed down harder on the accelerator. She wouldn’t buy anything more all month, and she’d take back the shoes. But the dress- fifty percent off, for heaven’s sake.

Just get home and ditch the stuff. Then you can decide what to do. She roared off the exit ramp then turned right onto Cedar Springs Road. Ten more minutes and she’d be in Heart Lake Estates. The finish line was in sight.

Oh, no. What was this behind her? Her stomach fell at the sight of the flashing lights. Nooo. This was so unfair. Yes, she was going fifteen minutes over the speed limit, but she had an emergency brewing here. And thirty was too slow. What sicko had decided you could only go thirty on this road anyway? It was probably someone who had no life, nowhere to be, no husband to beat home.

A conversation started at the back of her brain.

Brian: Hey, I beat you home. Where were you?

Tiffany: Just out running some errands.

Brian: What’s that piece of paper in your hand?

Tiffany: Ummm.

She could not, COULD NOT get a speeding ticket. They couldn’t afford it.

Heart thudding, she watched as the policeman got out of his patrol car. He was big and burly. Big men loved sweet, little blondes with blue eyes. That had to work in her favor. She saw the wedding ring on his finger. Darn. It would have worked more in her favor if he’d been single.

She let down her window and showed him the most pitiful expression she could muster. “I was speeding, I know, but pleease don’t give me a ticket. I haven’t had a ticket since I was eighteen.” Actually, twenty, but close enough. Parking tickets didn’t count. Neither did citations for running stop signs. “I promise I won’t speed again. Ever. If I come home with a speeding ticket . . . ” And a trunk full of shopping bags. She couldn’t even think about it. She might as well throw herself in the lake and be done with it.

The officer regarded her sadly. Good, she’d won his sympathy. She looked back at him with tears in her eyes.

“Lady, you were going twenty miles over the limit. I can’t not give you a ticket.”

What? What was this? “Oh, God, please.” Now she opted to shed the tears. They were just wasted sitting around in her eyeballs. “My husband will kill me.” How was she going to pay on her credit card if she had to use the money for a stupid speeding ticket?

“Don’t worry,” said the officer.

“Yes?” He’d had a change of heart. She was saved! Long live blonde.

“They take Mastercard at the courthouse. May I have your driver’s license and registration please?”

Tiffany’s jaw dropped. “What kind of sick thing is that to say?”

“License and registration,” he prompted.

She fished them out of the glove compartment and handed them over. “I’m so not buying tickets to the policeman’s ball,” she sniffed.

“We’re not doing one this year,” he said, and walked back to his car.

# # #

Rachel finished up in the classroom. Then she went to pick up the kids from Aaron’s office, where they were getting their semi-annual check-ups. The sun was shining and the lake was looking especially idyllic, ringed with evergreens and cozy houses. Colorful bundles of blooms erupted from the heart-shaped hanging flower baskets along downtown Lake Way. Late afternoon snackers gathered at tables outside the Sweet Somethings bakery. Funny. It didn’t look like the end of the world.

She frowned, listening to the mini-van’s stumbling motor. It would have to go to the car doctor while she still had a hope of paying for repairs. Maybe she’d let the thing die. Heart Lake was a small town and the kids could bike everywhere. So could she, come to think of it. Great for the thighs, and think of the money she’d save on gas. Go green.

She stopped by the Safeway on her way to pick up a take-and-bake pizza for dinner. No pop though. Aaron had always been adamant about banning soda pop from the house – bad for the teeth. Allowing Claire and David to drink it would be a small, inexpensive way to enjoy a bit of parental one-upsmanship, but Rachel wasn’t about to play that game. Aaron was right about the pop, and when it came to the children, one of them had to be a team player.

Of course, she didn’t get by with only purchasing what she’d come in for. By the time she was done, she knew her grocery bill had sneaked up an extra forty dollars. Oh well, she thought fatalistically, they had to eat.

Dan the checker had just finished ringing up her purchases when her friend and next door neighbor, Jessica Sharp, pulled her cart up behind Rachel. Jess was in her early forties. She had short, dark hair, which she kept cut in the latest style, the kind of face that turned heads, and a great, curvy body, which she tended to view as overweight. She drove a red Volkswagon convertible, bought fresh flowers every week, and got her hair and nails done regularly. She didn’t work and she didn’t worry about money.

At least she never used to. Rachel had sometimes envied her friend’s easy life, but not so much now, not with the troubles at her husband’s bank, which had gotten bought out by a bigger bank. Her husband’s job was in jeopardy and Jess was about to join the end of the world club. Today she was wearing a black, ribbed sleeveless Tee, jeans, and red flip-flops decorated with poufy red flowers. She also wore dark circles under her eyes.

“Any news on Micahel’s job?” asked Rachel.

Jess shook her head. “I used to think no news was good news. Silly me. Waiting is killing us.”

“Waiting only starts the dying process,” Rachel said glumly. She pointed to the wine bottle in Jess’s shopping cart. “If that’s for craft night on Friday you’d better get more. After this week I’ll probably inhale an entire bottle single-handed.”

“I hear you,” said Jess. “And don’t worry. I’ve got something special in mind for Friday. I’ll stock up on chocolate, too.”

It would take an entire vat of chocolate to raise her endorphin level, Rachel thought as she left the store. She turned onto Deerwood Avenue where Aaron had his dental office. Before he moved in with Misty the lingerie model he brought the kids home after their checkups, but that changed in a hurry. Misty didn’t like Aaron coming by the house without her. Misty was smarter than she looked . . . or at least she had good instincts.

The children were already finished with their check-ups and hanging out in the waiting room when Rachel arrived. As always, the place smelled faintly of chemicals. Lately, it seemed to Rachel that it smelled like money, too. This was probably simply her imagination getting fired up by the sight of the expensive new carpet and freshly painted walls. Light green. Between the walls and the turquoise glass window in the door, she always felt like she was underwater when she came in here.

“Hi Mom,” ten-year-old David greeted her. He was a cute boy, with Rachel’s long legs. Once he grew into his feet he’d probably tower over both her and Aaron. The basketball court was already second home to him and he could dart around anyone in his way like he had wings on his feet, but at home he tended to trip over everything. Right now he was smiling and clutching a new game for the Wii Aaron had recently given the kids. “Look what Dad gave me.” He rushed to show her, nearly stepping on the toes of a harried looking businessman in a nearby chair. “Sorry,” David muttered as the man frowned and pulled his feet under his chair.

Rachel looked at the expensive prize and smiled around gritted teeth. “That was nice of him.” She supposed she should be grateful that at least this time Aaron hadn’t given their son some gadget that would require the frequent purchase of batteries.

“Can I go over to his house and play it?”

Of course, Aaron had opted to keep the Wii console at his place even though David and Claire were only over there every other weekend.

“I’ll bet you have homework,” Rachel said.

David’s smile evaporated.

Thank you, Aaron, for making me the meanie. “I tell you what,” she said. “You get your homework done, then I’ll run you over to Dad’s. He can take you to school in the morning.”

Now David was beaming. He gave her a kiss and said, “Thanks, Mom. You’re the best.”

Yes, she was. Aaron was the faux best.

Twelve-year old Claire sat slumped in a chair and had yet to surface from behind a copy of People. She had the same dark coloring as Rachel and big, brown eyes, and she’d inherited Rachel’s full lips. But, much to Claire’s dismay, she had inherited her father’s nose. It was a little long, but it wasn’t a bad nose, really. Still, it wasn’t a Miley Cyrus nose, which, for Claire, meant it was ugly. Rachel knew her daughter would grow up to be striking, and she assured Claire of that practically on a daily basis, but motherly assurance was a very small shield to carry against peer-driven standards of beauty.

“What did Daddy give you?” Rachel asked her. Why did she ask? Did she really want to know?

Her face still buried behind People, Claire produced a gift certificate to The Coffee Stop from her hoody pocket and held it up.

Her daughter was barely communicating, and behind that magazine hid a scowly face. Something had put Claire in a funk and Rachel could already guess what it was. The threat of braces, which had been looming on the horizon, had finally materialized. “It looks like several Vanilla Chai smoothies for you,” she said, using her un-phased mother voice. She stepped up to the reception window where Aaron’s young receptionist Liz sat, smiling politely. Polite was the best Liz could give Rachel since the divorce. This hardly came as a surprise. Aaron would, of course, have posed as a long-suffering husband whose wife didn’t understand him.

She smiled back just as politely. “Hi Liz. Can you tell Aaron I’m here?”

“He’s finishing with a patient. I’ll tell him.”

Rachel nodded and sat down in a chair next to her daughter. She gave Claire a playful shoulder nudge. “So, are you reading about me?”

Claire rolled her eyes. “Lame, Mom.”

Ah, the love. If she hadn’t been twelve, herself, once, she’d have been offended.

“How did your checkup go?”

Claire shrugged. “It sucked.”

That said it all. “I’m sorry.”

“I don’t want braces.” The words came out, powered by misery. A hand went to Claire’s eyes to swipe at fast-forming tears.

“Oh, baby,” said Rachel, putting an arm around her. “I know you don’t.”

“Tell Daddy I don’t want them,” Claire begged. “My teeth aren’t that bad.”

“I’ll talk to him,” Rachel promised, more to make her daughter feel better than because she thought it would do any good. Braces were, after all, the American way.

Claire nodded and wiped away more tears.

Out of the corner of her eye, Rachel could see Aaron approaching. He was forty-four, tall and broad shouldered, with wavy dark hair salted with a hint of gray to make him look both distinguished and trustworthy. He was walking proof that looks were deceiving.

“How about you two go wait in the car?” she suggested to the children. “I’ll be there in a minute.”

“Okay. Bye Dad,” called David, bouncing out of the room, completely clueless to the unfolding family drama.

Claire stalked out after him without a word to her father.

“She’s happy,” Rachel observed.

“We really need to get her into braces,” he said. “It’s time. I can set up a consultation for you with Rencher for next week if you like.”

Rachel was aware of Liz, sitting a few feet away from them, pretending to work. “Let’s talk.” She took Aaron’s arm and pulled him out the door onto the second floor landing. “This is not good timing for me.”

He frowned. “Rachel. This is our daughter.”

She felt a sudden need to kick him in the shin. “I’m glad you used the word ‘our’. Does that mean you’re going to take care of this expense?”

His frown deepened. “Of course I’ll pay my share.”

“Your share always seems to be smaller than mine.”

Now he stiffened and looked down his nose at her. “Is that so? Need I remind you who got the house?”

“And all the bills to go with it,” she retorted sweetly.

“Between what you make and the hefty amount I give you,” he began.

“Hefty?” she said with a snort. “Oh, please.”

“Rachel, can we stick to the subject?” he suggested in a pained voice.

“I am sticking to the subject. I can’t afford braces. I’m not getting hired back next year.”

“Oh. I’m sorry.”

For a moment he almost had her convinced that he was sorry for her, but then she remembered whom she was dealing with. Aaron was only sorry because he suspected her problems meant he’d be asked to step up to the plate and help more. When it involved parting with large chunks of money for anything that wasn’t his idea and that didn’t directly benefit Aaron Green, his heart went into lockdown and his wallet slammed shut.

“We’ll work something out,” he assured her. “I’ll talk to Rencher about setting up a payment plan.”

“For who?”

Questions:

  1. Tiffany’s spending is obviously out of control. Have you ever spent more than you intended on a bargain? (Check out Sheila’s blog about the killer shoes on her website, http://www.sheilasplace.com for her true confession.)
  2. Do you think the way Tiffany handles her money and her husband is wise? Have you ever hidden purchases?
  3. Can you identify with Rachels’ financial struggles as a divorcee?

Answer either of the questions below in the comment box to become eligible to win a free copy of Small Change on Friday!

Stay tuned tomorrow for Day 2 of Literarily Speaking’s Book Club Selection: Small Change by Sheila Roberts!

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Title: My Sister’s Voice
Author: Mary Carter
Paperback: 352 pages
Publisher: Kensington (May 25, 2010)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0758229208
ISBN-13: 978-0758229205

What do you do when you discover your whole life was a lie? In Mary Carter’s unforgettable new novel, one woman is about to find out. . .

At twenty-eight, Lacey Gears is exactly where she wants to be. An up-and-coming, proudly Deaf artist in Philadelphia, she’s in a relationship with a wonderful man and rarely thinks about her difficult childhood in a home for disabled orphans. That is, until Lacey receives a letter that begins, “You have a sister. A twin to be exact…”

Learning her identical, hearing twin, Monica, experienced the normal childhood she was denied resurrects all of Lacey’s grief, and she angrily sets out to find Monica and her biological parents. But the truth about Monica’s life, their brief shared past, and the reason for the twins’ separation is far from simple. And for every one of Lacey’s questions that’s answered, others are raised, more baffling and profound.

Complex, moving, and beautifully told, My Sister’s Voice is a novel about sisterhood, love of every shape, and the stories we cling to until real life comes crashing in…

Excerpt

Chapter 1
It was here, in the City of Brotherly Love, at twenty-eight years of age, that Lacey Gears first discovered she had a sister. An identical twin. Of course it wasn’t true. A joke, a hoax, a prank. As if. It was completely ridiculous, and although she of all people appreciated a good—Gotcha!— she didn’t have time for games today. She had to buy an anniversary gift for her boyfriend Alan, then race off to paint a chubby Chihuahua and its anorexic owner. An identical twin. Funny, ha-ha.

The hoax came by way of her red mailbox. She wasn’t going to open the mail, she usually waited until the end of the day to sift through it, preferably with a glass of wine, for a single bill could depress her all day long. But as she jogged down her front steps, she caught sight of the mailman wheeling his pregnant bag down the sidewalk. He had just passed her house, when he caught her eye. He made a dramatic stop, and waved his arms at her as if she were an Airbus coming in for a landing instead of a 5’6 slip of a girl. He jabbed his finger at her mailbox, then patted his large stomach, and then once again jabbed his finger at her mailbox with an exaggerated wag of his head and a silly smile. Lacey had to laugh. She gave him a slight shrug held her hands out like, Can-I-help-it-if-I’m-so-popular?

He winked, blew her a kiss, and then pointed at her mailbox again. She caught his kiss, pretended to swoon, and blew him a kiss of his own. By now they had an unappreciative audience. The woman who lived next door was standing in the middle of her walkway, hands on hips, glaring at the mailman. She was a large white woman in a small red bathrobe. He gave Lacey one last wave, one last jab at the mailbox. Oh, why not. If it would make him happy, she could spare a few seconds to open it. Lacey waved goodbye to him and hello to the woman in the red bathrobe. Only one wave was returned. She turned her attention to the mailbox.

He wasn’t kidding. It was stuffed. She had to use both hands to get a grip on it, and exert considerable effort. She managed to yank out the entire pile, but she moved too fast, causing the precarious mound to shift and slide through her hands. As the mail swan dived the steps, she bent at the knees and lowered herself, as if she’d rather let it take her down than give up. She finally, got a rein on the loose bits, and nervous she was wasting time, she began to flip through the day’s offerings.

Bills: AT&T, Time Warner; Catalogues: Macy’s, Deaf Digest, Galluadet University; Advertisements: Chow Chow’s Chinese restaurant, 20 percent off carpet cleaning, Jiffy Lube. Waste of time. Lacey stuffed the mail back in the box, and was about to close the lid when she spotted it a white envelope, sticking out of one of the catalogues. She’d almost missed it. She pulled it out and stared at it.

No address, no stamp, no postmark. Just her name typed across the front, looking as if it had been pecked out on a typewriter from the Jurassic Period. An anonymous letter with its mouth taped shut; a ransom note. For a split-second she was worried someone had kidnapped her dog. She glanced up at the window to her bedroom, and to her relief spotted her puggle, Rookie. His nose was smashed up against the windowpane she’d spent hours cleaning, drool running down and forming Spittle Lake, brown eyes pleading: How can you leave me? She air-kissed her dog an obscene amount of times, then once again turned her attention back to the envelope.

Lacey Gears

Mysterious letter in hand, she jogged down the steps to the curb where her Harley Sportser 883 was parked, slung her leg over her motorcycle, and perched comfortably in the custom-made leather seat. She soothed herself in her fun-house reflection elongated in the bike’s polished chrome, detailed in Red Hot Sunglo and Smokey Gold. A feeling of peace settled over her. When she was on her bike she felt sexy and confident, something every woman deserved to feel. Some days she wished she could figure out how to stay on it 24/7.

She’d bought the bike after selling her first piece of abstract art, a kaleidoscope of hands coming together in slow motion, bought by PSD, the Pennsylvania School for the Deaf, where as a little girl Lacey had longed to go. At least a piece of her was there now, hanging on the walls as a reminder to Deaf children that they could be anything, achieve anything, do everything but hear. It sold for a decent amount of money, leaving her feeling giddy and slightly guilty as if she had gotten away with something. She bought the Harley as quick as she could, in case they turned around and asked for the money back. Alan said it was proof she could stop painting pet-and-owner portraits and focus solely on what she wanted to paint. But despite her luck with the one sale, the only paintings she was doing besides the portraits were ones she didn’t want to share with the world. Not just yet. And for the most part she liked her job. She had to admit, she usually liked the pets a little more than the people, but even most of them weren’t so bad. She turned her attention back to the envelope, peeled the edge up, and slid her finger across the inside-top. The envelope sliced into her finger, cutting a thin line across her delicate skin. A drop of blood sprouted and seeped onto the envelope. She jerked her hand back, as a slip of white paper slid out of the envelope like an escaped prisoner, and fluttered to the ground.

Lacey hopped off the bike, and chased the paper down the sidewalk. It stayed just enough ahead of her to make her look like an idiot chasing it. A slight breeze picked it up and lifted it into the air. It hovered mid-stream, like a mini-magic-carpet. Make a wish, Lacey thought. She reached out and caught it before it sunk to the ground. After all this fuss, it had better be good.

You have a twin sister. Her name is Monica. Go to Benjamin Books. Look at the poster in the window.

Lacey looked up the street, convinced the mailman was standing by with another wink and a laugh. He wasn’t. He was way up the street, his cart parked in the middle of the sidewalk, his bag now slung over his shoulder, thwapping into the side of his leg with each long stride up the steps in front of him. Bathrobe-woman was nowhere in sight either. For all Lacey knew she only came out once a day to wither away civil servicemen with a single look.

You have a twin sister. . . .

My Sister’s Voice by Mary Carter is available for pre-order at Amazon. Add My Sister’s Voice to your Amazon Wish List by clicking here. To find out more about Mary Carter, visit her website at www.marycarterbooks.com.

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perf5.500x8.500.inddWe have a great guest today!  Tinisha Nicole Johnson, author of the self-help book, Lessons Learned: Loving Yourself As A Black Woman (Xpress Yourself Publishing), is here with a letter to all us women! Enjoy!

Dear Ms. Worthy Woman,

I’m happy to have the chance to write you this letter, because I know you’ve had somewhat of a hard time lately. I’ve seen how the pressures of the world can weigh you down. Sometimes you may feel alone, while allowing fear to rule your life. Don’t allow this to happen to you for too long. Recognize the destruction fear can have on you, and remove fear from your life frequently, and replace it with self-assurance and a confident demeanor.

I hope you take my words into your heart, as you read this letter, because I want to assure you things will get better in your life. You have to believe in yourself and stop doubting yourself. You are worthy of love, now and forever. You will achieve your goals and dreams, because you have the capabilities to go further than you’ve ever dreamed of. However, you first have to realize what your goals and dreams are. Write them down and visualize them. Keep your head up, and your feet planted on the ground. Remember that you always have direct control over your attitude, actions, and your thoughts. You also have direct control over how you perceive the world through your mind’s eye.

Life is definitely a journey to enjoy, give, learn, love, laugh, cry, and be loved. Treasure the moments, and stay in alignment with who you are – a worthy woman deserving of happiness. It’s okay to make mistakes, but try not to keep repeating the same mistakes over and over again. Learn the lessons in life. Also, realize with mistakes come consequences. Take it for what it is and move on with extra positive energy. Keep as much negativity out of your life as you can, whether it’s negative people, negative situations, or your own negative thoughts.

Be grateful for all you have, and thank God for your blessings and your family and life. Choose to embrace your positive side, because you are a beautiful and worthy woman.

Sincerely,

Tinisha Nicole Johnson, author of Lessons Learned

Tinisha Nicole Johnson is an Author/Writer/Poet. Besides writing, Tinisha also hosts political and sports teleconferences as a profession. Tinisha is also co-founder of (ASA) Authors Supporting Authors. ASA is non-profit, that provides support to other others and promotes literacy. To learn more about the author, visit her site: www.TinishaNicoleJohnson.com

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Kissing FrogsIn today’s age of virtual “hook-ups” and online encounters, it is no surprise that there are thousands of websites devoted to Internet dating.

Told in a series of vignettes, Kissing Frogs in Cyberspace, Dianne Sweeney’s revealing account of dating in the 21st century takes you on a hilarious, often poignant journey of online dates, dumps, and disasters. As she discovers the world of Internet dating is blessed by those seeking true love and plagued by those just “seeking.” Kissing Frogs in Cyberspace uncovers the reality of online dating–its pleasures, its horrors, and all the quirky stuff in between.

The author is quite like you or me – an average, thirty-something, working woman of today–sometimes sarcastic, sometimes too honest for her own good–but she does tell it like it is. Professionally, she’s set. Friends–she has plenty. But love…well, isn’t that what we’re all looking for?

We interviewed Diane to find out more about her exciting new book.  Kissing Frogs in Cyberspace (Adelmore Press, $9.31) can be ordered at most bookstores.

Thank you for this interview, Dianne . Can you tell us a little about yourself and how long you’ve been writing?

[Dianne] I grew up in Alameda, California. My parents live in Tucson, Arizona…and Kissing Frogs in Cyberspace is my first novel. I teach high school English, and I love every minute of it.

Can you tell us briefly what your book is about?

[Dianne] In today’s age of virtual “hook-ups” and online encounters, it is no surprise that there are thousands of websites devoted to Internet dating. Told in a series of vignettes, Kissing Frogs in Cyberspace, Dianne Sweeney’s revealing account of dating in the 21st century takes you on a hilarious, often poignant journey of online dates, dumps, and disasters.

Who is your intended audience? Have you been able to crossover into other audiences as well?

[Dianne] My intended audience is mostly 20-40 year-old women;however, I have had many men tell me how much they enjoyed my book.

Why did you choose your particular genre?

[Dianne] One of my friends said, “You have to write about what you know.” So, I did!

Do you ever experience self-doubts with your work?

[Dianne] All the time. Even now I look back at the book and think I should have changed this, or I should have done that.

Where do you write? Do you have a favorite place?

[Dianne] I like to write while sitting on my couch. I always have the television on for background noise.

What kind of research did you have to do during the writing process?

[Dianne] Well, the book is about my online dating experiences, so I had to go on a lot of dates.

Who is your publisher and how did you get accepted by them? Did you pitch your book yourself or go through an agent?

[Dianne] My publisher is Adelmore Press. I was very lucky. A dear friend of mine knows someone who owns a publishing company. They read the book and said, “We’ll take a chance on you, but you are going to do all the work.

How are you promoting your book thus far?

[Dianne] You name it, I am doing it. I have my own web site, book signings, promotions, begging!

If you could give one book promotion tip to new authors, what would that be?

[Dianne] Throw a debut party. Invite everybody you know and their friends. Don’t leave anybody out.

What’s next for you?

[Dianne] I am working on a new book. I am writing about other people’s dating experiences! Do you have a crazy story? Send it my way.

Thank you for this interview, Dianne . Can you tell us where we can find you on the web?

[Dianne] Please visit me at http://www.diannesweeney.com.

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A Note from an Old AquaintanceBrian Weller is a haunted man. It’s been two years since the tragic accident that left his three-year-old son dead and his wife in an irreversible coma. A popular author of mega-selling thrillers, Brian’s life has reached a crossroads: his new book is stalled, his wife’s prognosis is dire, and he teeters on the brink of despair.

Everything changes the morning an e-mail arrives from Boston artist Joanna Richman. Her heartfelt note brings back all the poignant memories: the night their eyes met, the fiery passion of their short-lived affair, and the agonizing moment he was forced to leave Joanna forever. Now, fifteen years later, the guilt and anger threaten to overwhelm him. Vowing to make things right, Brian arranges a book-signing tour that will take him back to Boston. He is eager to see Joanna again, but remains unsure where their reunion will lead. One thing is certain: the forces that tore their love asunder will stop at nothing to keep them apart.

This is the exciting premise of Bill Walker’s A Note from an Old Acquaintance – an unforgettable story about fate, honor, and the power of true love.

Read an excerpt!

“Please tell me why you’re doing this, Brian! Please!”
He tried opening his mouth, tried to tell her the truth, but the words
he’d always wielded with such effortless aplomb, failed him, slipping
away like smoke on a windy day. His throat felt as if it were gripped in
a vise, his mind a flat, cracked slab of flyblown desert; and her muted
sobs echoing through the phone’s earpiece made him want to take it all
back. Every word. But how could he do that, now?
“I—I’m sorry, Joanna…for everything….”
“BRIANNNN!”
THE PHONE JANGLED, RIPPING Brian Weller out of the dream. He sat
up, gasping, sounds and images jumbling in his groggy brain until
none of it made any sense.
The phone rang again, startling him.
He grabbed it, his eyes struggling against the darkness in the
room.
What time was it?
Jesus, it was only 6:00. It felt even earlier due to the late night he’d
spent at the computer.

Bill Walker is a graphic designer specializing in book and dust jacket design, and has worked on projects by Ray Bradbury, Richard Matheson, Dean Koontz, and Stephen King. Between his design work and his writing, he spends his spare time reading voraciously and playing very loud guitar, much to the chagrin of his lovely wife and two sons. Bill makes his home in Los Angeles and can be reached through his web site: http://www.billwalkerdesigns.com/.

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Citizen DickRichard Arneson’s thirteen years working in corporate America drove him up a tree?literally. Once he escaped the telecommunications industry after ten years of service, he built a tree house?ostensibly for his two young sons?installed electricity and cable TV, and set out to fix himself, deciding that dealing with the memories of working in the goofy-as-hell world of corporate America could only be accomplished by getting them down on paper. Citizen Dick is the result.

Arneson is currently working on his next novel, The Tree House, which, ironically, is not being written in his tree house but in the cab of his 1950 Chevy pickup truck.

He lives in Dallas, Texas with his wife, a two-time cancer survivor who can’t remember why she married him, and their two young sons. He plans on building a second story on his tree house in the summer of 2010, one large enough to accommodate a baby grand piano and two dental chairs.

His latest book, Citizen Dick (PeyBro Books, $10.76), can be ordered at any local bookstore.

Thank you for this interview, Richard. Can you tell us a little about yourself and how long you’ve been writing?

Sure, I’ve been writing my entire life, screenplays mostly. Citizen Dick is actually my first venture into the world of novel writing. I found myself, while writing screenplays, really into the narrative just as much as the dialogue, and was often frustrated that I didn’t have more space to describe scenes, situations, the characters’ appearances, etc. I love the—for lack of a better word—space that a long form of writing offers you. I think character development—which is, I think, one of the strongest aspects of Citizen Dick—is what I like (and do) best.

Can you tell us briefly what your book is about?

It’s about a guy, Dick Citizen, who has, basically, one talent in life—he can hit a golf ball long and straight. He backs himself into the third largest telecommunications corporation in the world and, because he’s seen as lucky by the CEO—who he meets via a chance encounter—is handpicked to lead a division (and their product line) that the CEO is hoping will do one thing—increase their stock price to over $75 per share and garner him a huge bonus. Of course, he has no intentions of bringing this product to market, only to publicize it, raise the stock price, collect his dough, and get the hell out of there.

Who is your intended audience? Have you been able to crossover into other audiences as well?

My intended audience is anybody who’s worked in corporate America, which, in my estimation, probably represents about 90 percent of the work force. That’s why I feel so strongly about the audience…I think many, many people will be able to relate to the wackiness that occurs in large corporations, especially in the sales and marketing departments.

Why did you choose your particular genre?

I worked in corporate America for 13 years, all of the time in sales and marketing, where some of the zaniest stuff occurs. And it was always interesting to see that animosity between the two groups, how each have their impressions about what the other is doing with their time.

Do you ever experience self-doubts with your work?

Yeah, but, it’s weird, whenever I feel self doubt, it’s like there’s a writing God who feels sorry for me, then grants me a great writing day next time out. Then, after that day—or after several good days—I get a little cocky, and I get slapped down and have a crappy writing day. I guess it mimics life in a way…it seems that when you’re feeling low, that’s often when the best things happen to you, and vice versa.

Where do you write? Do you have a favorite place?

I write in a tree house I built for my sons. I got a little carried away with the project—I think it was the result of a mid-life crisis, but without the 30-year-old girl or sports car—and ended up running conduit to it for electricity, ethernet connectivity, a phone line and cable TV. I’ve got air conditioning in it now, and I hope to one day get an upright piano in there. I spend a lot of time there when my two sons are asleep, either in the morning or at night, and I have other motives for utilizing it. My neighbor, whose property line is about 20 feet from the tree house, tried to get the entire project shut down, even calling Code Compliance on me. That actually makes if even more fun to be up there; it galls him that I use it for work. Because of that, he refuses to refer to it as a tree house. He’ll only call it a lookout tower.

What kind of research did you have to do during the writing process?

My years working in corporate America provided ample “research.” And it was amazing how many events came flooding back to me as I wrote Citizen Dick. Stuff I hadn’t thought about in years would just pop up at the right time. So much of what happened in the book either actually happened or is based on something that did.

Who is your publisher and how did you get accepted by them? Did you pitch your book yourself or go through an agent?

I had two publishers want to do Citizen Dick—one large, the other a small, avant garde one in San Francisco—but I was really disappointed in how little my cut would be, espeically considering how little they were going to market and publicize it. I got the feeling that their mindset is, “Let’s put it out there, see if it has legs, and, if it does, we’ll put some marketing dollars behind it.” So I found a national distributor and published it through PeyBro Books, my LLC in Dallas. I figured if I’m going to spend my own time and money promoting it, I should get fifty cents on the dollar for each book sold instead of getting a dime by going through a big, traditional royalty publisher.

How are you promoting your book thus far?

I’m doing a lot of book signings, have set up Facebook pages for the main characters—that’s been a blast—and got a couple of local network affiliates to do a story about the nut who dropped out of corporate America, built a tree house, and wrote a book in it. (http://cbs11tv.com/video/?id=42059@ktvt.dayport.com) I’ve also done a few radio talk show interviews and hope to do a lot more of them.

As well, I’ve been sending out farcical press releases by the fictional corporation in the book–CommGlobalTeleVista (they’re the product of one too many ill-advised mergers and acquisitions). The press releases promote just how nutty they are. In other words, the press releases don’t really promote the book (they do, but in a back door-kind-of-way), but are sent out as if they’re real ones coming from the company. You can see them on my website – ctizendickthebook.com. They’re listed as “Dick Strips.” They’re a lot of fun.

If you could give one book promotion tip to new authors, what would that be?

Don’t be shy about promoting your work. Be creative; if you think a certain way/idea to promote your book seems silly—or a long shot—don’t throw it out. Give it a try, but also know when to cut bait and move on to another way to promote it. Also, do a lot of different things; I’m not sure there’s a panacea, and counting on luck is about 50 miles on the other side of a long shot.

What’s next for you?

I’m currently writing a novel, The Tree House, which is loosely based on the experiences I had while building the tree house. Of course, it’s amped up by about a thousand percent. Again, it’s loosely based—certainly not a work of non-fiction. It’s more serious than Citizen Dick, but when you’re writing in a tree house, it’s hard to be too serious. Right now (oh yeah, I’m in the tree house) there’s an upside down, HO-gauge train engine hanging over my head.

Thank you for this interview, Richard. Can you tell us where we can find you on the web?

Absolutely, I’m on Amazon.com, and Barnes & Noble’s and Border’s site, as well. Citizen Dick will be in stores around the first of the summer. The website is http://www.citizendickthebook.com. Thanks for giving me the forum to speak with you.

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Voices Under BerlinVoices Under Berlin: The Tale of a Monterey Mary is a spy fiction about the Americans who ran the pre-wall Berlin Spy Tunnel that the CIA used to tap Russian telecommunications cables, and about the Russians whom they were intercepting.  The novel is ostensibly set against the backdrop of the Berlin Spy Tunnel (Operation GOLD, covername: PBJOINTLY). The yarn is told from both ends of the tunnel. One end is the story of the Americans who worked the tunnel, and how they fought for a sense of purpose against boredom and the enemy both within and without. This side of the story is told with a pace and a black humor reminiscent of that used by Joseph Heller (Catch-22) and Richard Hooker (M*A*S*H*). The other end of the tunnel is the story of the Russians whose telephone calls the Americans are intercepting. Their end of the tale is told in the unnarrated transcripts of their calls. They are the voices under Berlin.

Voices Under Berlin: The Tale of a Monterey Mary is the latest book by T.H.E. Hill who served at the U.S. Army Security Agency at Field Station Berlin in the mid-1970s, after a tour at Herzo Base in the late 1960s. He is a three-time graduate of the Defense Language Institute (DLIWC) in Monterey, California, the alumni of which are called “Monterey Marys”. The Army taught him to speak Russian, Polish, and Czech; three tours in Germany taught him to speak German, and his wife taught him to speak Dutch. He has been a writer his entire adult life, but now retired from Federal Service, he writes what he wants, instead of the things that others tasked him to write while he was still working.

You can learn more about T.H.E. Hill and his books www.VoicesUnderBerlin.com.

Here’s an excerpt:

Rain is the thing that you always remember about Berlin. It was raining on the twenty-second of July 1954, the day Kevin got there, and it was raining the day he left, three years later to the day. He liked to tell the story that one year he had taken a three-day pass to Munich in the American Zone of Germany and had missed what little summer there was altogether.

Most of those who participated in the operation still don’t realize it, but the fate of Project PBJOINTLY hung in the balance on the eighth of September, and rain was the thing that tipped the scales to failure, and Kevin the person. That was the day that the tunnel they were digging hit water eight feet below the concrete of the basement floor in the warehouse that provided cover for what they were doing.

“If my mother could see me now,” said Kevin, up to his ankles in the brown ooze that seemed to have stopped rising. “She thought that I had a nice safe spy job, where all I had to worry about was fighting off all those Mata Haris, trying to wring secrets out of me.”

“Is that what I signed up for?” quipped Blackie. “My recruiter wouldn’t tell me anything except that it was too secret to tell me about it. If I had known about the Mata Haris, I’d have signed up for four.”

“Three years or four. It doesn’t matter. Just help Kilroy there figure out where the water is coming from!” ordered Master-Sergeant Laufflaecker. You would have thought that neither one of them had ever handled a shovel before, he said to himself. “You two clowns probably broke open a sewer drain. Now find out where the hole is so we can close it back up and get back to work!” continued the sergeant whose job it was to keep the tunnel moving forward.

It wasn’t a sewer drain–it didn’t smell bad. It didn’t smell at all. It was just rain water, and there was always plenty of that in Berlin. It was trapped by a layer of clay that none of the geologists on the survey team had predicted. The geologists were reasonably intelligent and would have found it, if the project wasn’t so secret that they had not been allowed to take core samples. The irascible Chief of Base, whose sarcasm was sometimes heavy enough to crush rocks, not to mention less-than-sturdy egos, had given their request short shrift.

“You want to what?” exclaimed the Chief of Base. “If you take core samples out in the compound enclosure, we might as well send an engraved announcement to the Russians to let them know that we are digging a tunnel under the Sector border to tap three of their communications cables. Why don’t we do it up right, and put a neon sign on the roof and sell tickets!”

So the geologists, who recognized the space between a rock and a hard place when they saw one, looked in some old books, took some pictures, walked back and forth on the Operations-Site compound and wrote: “The prevailing soil type in the Rudow district of Berlin is dry sand to a depth of 32 feet below the surface, which is the prevailing level of the water table in the subject area.” So much for prior planning. At a depth of 16 feet below the surface, Kevin was standing in a foot of water, wondering just how deep it would get.

Here’s what critics have to say!

It’s not often, these days, to get the news that a spy novel has earned a prestigious award. But Voices Under Berlin, a comic novel by T.H.E. Hill, about the goings-on around the Berlin Tunnel in the early 1950s, was among the award winners at the 2008 Hollywood Book Festival. . . . We cannot recommend the book more strongly, and will be pleased to help promote this outstanding contribution to insightful and original espionage humor.

–Dr. Wesley Britton, author of Spy Television, Beyond Bond: Spies in Fiction and Film, and Onscreen and Undercover: The Ultimate Book of Movie Espionage

I thoroughly enjoyed Voices Under Berlin and I feel it holds up to its promise to be akin to M*A*S*H* and Catch-22. It’s one of the funniest books I’ve been sent for review.

–Puss Reboots

…so realistic that you may find yourself wondering, as I did, whether this is a novel or the memoirs of an actual intelligence agent. Of course, if you’re looking for James Bond, you won’t find him here. What you will find is a fascinating account of what it must have been like to be toiling away at an important but often dreary job underneath the streets of Berlin during the Cold War years.

–BookIdeas.com

Voices Under Berlin is the proud winner of 5 Book Awards:  PODBRAM Best Historical Concept, “Puss Reboots” book blog Top 10 Books for 2009, Hollywood Book Festival, Branson Stars & Flags Book Award and Military Writers’ Society Book of the Month.

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